9/1/12

 新的一年到了，去年发生了很多事。真的还是想着他， 该怎么办才好呢？ 我也不知道。就顺其自然吧。是我的就是我的，不是在怎么办也不是。 我在等待缘份到来的那一天，说真的缘份存在的吗？我真的很想知道。没有你的曰子开始时，没有一天的开心是从心笑出来的。真的希望那天会来到。功课真的很差，差到没有字可以形容了，希望这一次可以考好一点，要不然的话就等着说再见了。今天是第一天去上课，哪里知道去学校发呆。老师没有来。就是这样过我的一天了。很闷的一天。

缘份？真的存在吗？我希望真的存在。

       你离开了我， 真的不知该怎么做。你说谁知我们未来有缘份的话还可以在一起？ 我觉得你明明就是在安慰我。 缘份？真的存在吗？你相信这世界里有缘份吗？我说不可能但你却答我这世界没有不可能的事。是真的没吗？不爱了，未来还会有可能会爱吗？ 如果会的话我就会很高兴。 说真的。活了这么久，你是我第一个遇见对我最好的了。 要是我可以到回那时候那大概有多好 ， 没有了你我的心一片空白 。  不知该如何形容那样的痛，你说谁知会找到更好的，我不同意！因为你对我来说是最好的了。

       如果这个世界上真的有谁知这个字每一个人都可以活得开开心心。朋友说得对， 我在怎么想，怎么痛，怎么折磨自己你也不会知道。 全都是我的错，要是一开始好好来就不会像现在这样。是我错过了。说真的我真的很用心的去爱你，我并没有怀疑你是你对我的冷淡弄到我那样想。 我答应你的事我做，你这样离开了，我真的很伤心很苦很痛。但是，为什么你很像一点感觉也没有？难道你一点难过也没有吗 ？我希望有一天你还会爱我，我很期待那一刻。你永远都会是我最爱的人。

       虽然我已经不是你最重要的人但我还是希望，有时你会想起我，找下我。我知道勉强是没有幸福的但我用了我的全心去爱你，要我这么突然放开你真的很难。对不起因为每天烦你还有弄到你反感，我真的不知我该怎么做了。我会等你的！真的只需要多一次。一定会做到很好的！主呀， 救救我啊 。 我真的不知要怎样面对。 从来没有后悔过这么爱你。希望有一天你会回到我身边。真的很怀念我们的一切，你的拥抱，你的关心，你的吻，所有有关你的一切。你说如果要爱我的话，就要爱我自己先，我可以爱我自己但我爱我自己我还可以爱你吗？我也不明白你的这一句。没有人会比我更爱你亲爱的。我会远远的爱着你，开着你。好好保重了亲爱的。 

                                                                                 ♥ 最爱你的我 ♥

                                                                                                              

As i wish .

Well nothing to do now  ~ is tym to update . :D

16 sep (friday) : today he bring me to dinner wid ur family ( his mum's b'day ) at QQ, had a happy dinner . Eat until my stomach so full oh ~ i waited 4 the ice-cream but so slow . I wanted to eat the ice-cream so badly oh . huhu :( nvm , maybe next tym i can try dat .  i feels like evrything is coming bck slowly . Hpe so it will last long . Beside dat i oso hve to control my temper . : -* i'll do my very best .

17 sep (sat ) : 2day planning to watch johnny english but cant make it coz no ticket , so we go yamcha only . B4 dat sis intro me 1 new fren , even though is pondan but so frenly . :) i oso gt tapao some salted fish from thre . hahaha . XD (basong salted fish ah ) ever try ? XD


18 sep (sun ) : 2day dint go yamcha . We go watch johnny english . Dear early come fetch me , we spend like 4hours 2gther . Two of us ONLY ah . Long tym dy dint like dat . :) happy .


I hope everything will be fine n it will become more better . :D <3

i loveyousomuchdearglennchok . <3 :-*

Scary ~

Class start liao ~ omg ! all subject so hard oh , the account i dun understand at all oh .oh gui lo english lagi tu . How i wan to target all pass this sem ? :'( i got japanese , economics all nid to hafal . My brain cant take it la so much oh . But will try my best la , hope so i can clear pass oh . If not my 3 frens graduate liao i stil thre study oh I DONT WANT! i wan 2gther wid them oh . Now i wonder when final comes kan how i want to ans my japanese paper ah ? so scaryy ~ 1 more week holiday again , hari raya holiday 1 week hmm~ wan to go wer le ? planning wan to spend my tym wid dear but takkan we two only go pulau play like dat ? sure he dun wan n say boring de la . haizz. wan 2 ren shi jie oso hard oh . Hope he had planned smethng la . 

Last nyt went to upperstar . Sorry coz made pei2 , jonathan waited 4 so long . Hehe . The 1st thng jon said is Wah ! u bath so long oh ? haha . sory fren made u wait so long :P After dat dear talked bout the Tong Hing Haunted House . Yu Hui oso scare to hear liao ni , pei2 n me de face macam scare liao this . But joanna look steady only oh . Jonathan keep on said ON ON ! Joanna said i wait u all here . hahaha. But at last the plan not jadi . We all go home liao . hahaha . Maybe next tym gua :D

Our 8 mothsary ~ 08.08.11

8 aug 2011 is our 8 monthsary . I m so glad dat can tahan until now . huhu . I m so happy to b wid u dear . Sometimes i argue wid u bcoz the way u treat me make me feels like u dun love me anymore but u owez say dat i like to think too much . I duno is im the one who think too much or u lie to me la . I hope so dat u wont lie to me :) During our 8 monthsary is ah lai's birthday also . We went to ken shop coz ah lai celebrate there . We ate dumpling , the birthday cake so nice eh . After eat cake this is wat happen . Ahlai ask us to drink . 1st tym i saw my dear drink alcoholic drink . OMG ! and during the day dear let me drink also la . Nothing much to say liao . Some photo about the day ~

Gin zong ~

My love one ~

 Show my teeth ~ haha .

Our sopo n so lao face ~

Happy2 ~ loveyousomuchmuch ~ <3 <3 <3

Fri ,Sat 12,13/8/11

Friday

Planning to watch love is the only answer but my dear late again so not sempat to watch dat movie lo then we watch the fortune buddies lo .

The fortune buddies

The most funny part is about the angry bird part . Movie okok lo . We reach suria already kan duno wan watch wat movie ngam2 got this movie de ticket so juz buy n watch only lo . After that direct go home .

Saturday , go suria again . Wid dear , pei n jonathan . Late again . Haizz. then wat to do la we juz buy the 11.10pm de ticket lo . After buy ticket we go lintas yamcha sit at sang nyuk mian shop eat dumplings n drink then we go take jonathan de cake . Inside the car dear so noisy until jonathan n pei said u can dun so fan mah ? haha . pity my dear . Jonathan drive his viva zai :D me n dear follow his car. then we go back suria n watch movie . nasib dint late again , hehe . We watch this movie

Love is the only answer .

I love this movie oh , so nice le . But my dear watch til neck pain . -.-''' after movie go home oso . 

Hang out tym ~

Last nyt went to amp square wid my love , pei n jonathan . So expensive oh ~ fuhh .. but enjoy our day oso la . We sing until 3am . The package included a lot of food oh 4 jugs of drinks , food n fruit . Dear sang the everyday im shuffling dat song n shuffle thre rely damn funny eh ~ we all laugh like hell . After dat they sot2 go n mix the cola n sprite la , cola + orange la , cola + fresh orange la . Drink it like chivas n keep on say sai gi . Rely crazy that nyt la even though we 4 ppl only . So fun . Hope so nxt tym gt chance like dat again . hehe ~ Today , my dear2 slep like pig until 5pm++ oh . OMG ! rely like pig . He promise to accompany me today , i called him almost 10++ calls . At last , after he woke up we go out . 1st we go yamcha awhile then go to sang nyuk mian wid pei n jonathan . After dat we go to suria n watch movive . We planning to watch the love movie but at last we watch the monkey one coz the love one no ticket liao . After the movie we dun understand wat is the movie trying to so . So LOL la . After dat we go to JP yamcha , dear order the mix grill . JP's mix grill ?!! OMG ! buruk la . My dear said the mix grill like rubbish la , i oso say yalo . Then he asked me back  then we ate rubbish la tu ? i was like ya lo , lol ! hahaha . The rubbish mix grill costs RM15 . mygodness. go eat ha mian better oh . No more mix grill at jp next tym . Btw 2mrw is me n my dear 8 months already , hope it can last long . 4 more months to go to reach 1 year . if i maintain my attitude dun fight wid him sure can tahan more than that , hope so i can do it . We argue a lot ,i cried a lot n v spend happy tym togther now is 8 months already , i m so HAPPY!!!I will handle it no matter how big problem might be n hw big is the problem we have to get through it . Hope in the future we can spend more happy moment dear . I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEAR . Happy eight monthsary . I'm waiting for the 1 anniversary . :D