Normal ~

today went to warisan walk awhile lo . then go back home , bath , dinner and wash toilet . Then gt ready to go out wid my dear2 . i go down early coz i scare if late i cant go down anymore . 5days dint see him miss him dy . i wait at downstair almost 1 hour :( at the same tym is raining . thanks God i gt bring my laptop n broadband go down . Still sempat to chat wid my panda awhile . hahaha . He called me ask me to wait awhile more , he's coming from putatan . Omg punya jauh . All the ppl look see look see me lagi like nvr see ppl sit at downstair . Seriously today i juz release that my place here got a lot of fan cong ! WTH! while i sit thre 4 1 hour , i only saw 1 pain chinese the others all fan cong , vun tun . i hate it la . Then my dear fetch me liao , 1st 5 min we dint talk at all this tot he still angry wid me . fuh ~ but at last ok la got talk oso :D we went to frenz yamcha . Saw pery wid his frenz . Then dear told me nxt sat he maybe wil go his fren's farewell party , hope so i can go wid him if not im gonna die bored at home . When he sent me home he told me so tired :( but when i reach home awhile he called me said his fren asked him to go play game awhile -.- i rely dun understand y if to spend tym wid me u r tired but if play game u so many energy . This question i think liao so long . But nvm la juz let it be , at least u still care bout me :) love him ♥ ♥ ♥

Exam ~

Ok exam is coming soon, its on the 18th july , im so scare i duno how i wan to pass . haizz.. My marketing test was suck! :( the f&b control i failed also , i think i cant clear pass at this sem liao . :( have to start study liao , if not i really can cook my slip result wid chicken soup . Cant play2 anymore , next week is study week so most of the day no nid to go to clge juz stdy at home . Have to appreaciate the tym to study . I m so nervous bout the final . The f&b control i dun understand at all , mataii la . Then the marketing n malaysian studies i cant memories it, my brain so weak eh , a bit only then will 4get . So noob punya brain la . Haiya ! But stil i nid to struggle on it le . Good luck to me do my best .

8 - 7 - 11 (7 months )

Today after class reach home eat maggi then sleep . Like a pig , hahaha .. XD Wake up then go watch movie awhile , dad go out dinner with his friend . After he went out then i go bath while waiting 4 my dear dear to fetch me . We went to hilltop eat ikan panggang ( Pari ) , sotong , meehon singapore , dumpling . Super duper full oh wen im on my way to the restaurant my stomach is flat de but after i ate the food i feels like my stomach rely wan to explode already hahaha ... when we wan to go home, so hard to go out frm the parking bcoz the stupid white alphard duno how to parking properly . Dear mati2 wan to go out so sempit , the people juz stand there n see only if we gt kena langgar his car . Stupid guy duno how to park side parking ,  dear said if kena langgar come runding la !! tot i scare ah ?! budu  ppl duno how to park car . I oso diam2 only so scary eh . Then try to cool him down lo , After dat he said i bau sotong :( he lagi la bau bawang . haha . So happy to spend tym wid you dear . :)  today is the 7 months we together liao , so happy hopefully it will last long ♥ :D thank you so much .  2mrw gonna spend tym wid my dear again , hope everything will be ok n we two will be happy wont fight bcoz of small matter. Amen . ♥ ♥ ♥ i finish eat reach home liao my dad pun not yet come home lagi , home alone again , dats y i got tym to update my blog . hehe .

Breakfast at Sri Keningau ~

Today after ms rovena class joanna, carissa n me went to fong ip but we duno wan to eat wat then we went Sri Keningau. When we wan to sit down dy suddenly gt 1 worker (guy) sit at our table . Three of us punya eyes was like O.O . I ate mee hoon goreng ayam , joanna pula mee bandung daging then carissa sit thre see us eat n talk2 . After dat , joanna asked 4 the menu bha then the worker asked mau pakai menu juga ka ? i was like  O.o Knapa  ? ndk blh ka ? lau mcm tu buat pa la menu kamu tu ? -.- after that when i asked 4 more limau uina, the worker punya muka mcm i ada hutang wid her this . punya la... no frenly at all . After we ate our breakfast , we stay at lounge play game while waiting 4 our nest class. Which is mr.mali's class.. fuhh, nid to wait so lama again . So sleepy again ni bha .

Trip :D

Long tym dint update my blog, im back .  :D last month a lot of things happen . I m so thankful dat everything is ok ryt now . now things is better than b4  . i juz come back frm a sandakan trip wid my dear n frens :) im so happy n enjoy this trip . this is the second tym dat i went to a far place wid him . the 1st place is kudat on my birthday at the same tym his grandmother b'day . Go thre had dinner n his sis n him bring me to tip of borneo have a look n took some pic . until now i still can recall back all the memories. Next tym if i go thre i wan to play the water , so clean ! :)
28 may midnyt he fetch me up then go eat wid fren b4 we start our journey to sandakan . Reach thre is almost 7.30am already . All ppl's face look so tired n sleepy but we all still go eat n direct go watch drag .My dad said dat the monkey is my cousin lol.. 1st im blurr i asked my dad my cousin ? O.o he ans me the monkey bha . i laugh like hell eh . hahaha... At nyt we oso went to sing k but so lan c this the sound dun like . Last nyt at thre we went to a restaurant name 'jia fan' or jia cai' ka dat i dun remember thre de taufu so nice eh , we ordered two . -.- my dear ate 3 mangkuk of rice i was like OMG , u nt full meh ? hahaha. but nvm la as long as he full  not hungry mah . Carissa intro me go 7-heaven taste the ice-cream so after we dinner went thre n eat ice-cream. ffuuhh~ so many ppl thre oh . We ordered banana boat i share wid my dear . i m the one who choose the 3 favour this . -.- not fair le . Dear said Wahh! the mint so nice oh , then eh the yam oso nice le the last is cream cookies okok only .  31 may is the last day at sandakan , we woke up then breakfast . After breakfast we went to Sipilok visit my cousin , hahahahaha. XD the monkey so cute le , flurry2 de . i wan to touch it but i scared later kena bite :D after sipilok we went to crocodile farm again . So many animal to see oh , rabbit is the most dat i love eh . SOOO CUUUTTTEE N FLLLUURRYYY. if can i wan to bring home this.  After dat we start our journey to go back kk dy , halfway we go tapao 'buntut' so nice this . My dear tapao 30 batang . Punyyaaa la... hahaa . 9pm smething i reach home safely . hehe . rely enjoy this trip . Hope to have trip again next tym . Thank you so much to my dear coz bring me to trip n take good care of me . So caring eventhough i merajuk he still try his best to pujuk me syg2 my head . I love him syg2 my head eh :D im so happy to have u GLENN CHOK JIA HAO . :D thank you so much my love.♥♥♥ u fullblast to the max  . :D

Like im his fren this -.-'''

So cute . Love him so damn much .

This is the ice-cream dat we ate . Banana boat but banana finish already so they replace the banana wid mango .

i had a lot of fun tym during this trip , hope so next trip will have more fun . He says he wan to bring me go far n hve fun as long as im happy . He said he wan to make me feel happiness . I can feel it now dear . Dun worry :) ♥

朋友~

真心的朋友是很难找到的。在多的朋友也没用， 如果当你遇到困难时不是没一个朋友都会帮你。我最珍惜的朋友不多,用手指都可以算出来。 那就是 Joanna Kong (Panda) , Pei Chen ( Miao Zai Sang) , Carissa ( penguin ) , Syvania ( stich ) , Bryan Yap , Serena Tai & Jayneice 。我最讨厌的是那种当他遇到困难是才找你的朋友。那不是在利用人吗？ 当你一无所有时你才会找你朋友的话那你就走吧，我不需要你在我身边。在我眼里你只是一堆垃圾。我真的很高兴又很幸运可以认识到真心对我的朋友。我爱我的朋友。

Sad .

This few days i feel so empty lonely n sad . i wonder he dun luv me anymore ? y the way he treat me nt like b4 anymore? ! got someone else already ? i juz nt use to it . if u gt smeone else plz tel me early so dat i wont be hurt dat much . i really duno y i feel like dat . u change od or i think too much . i hpe so is im the one who think too much la . dat day u asked me y kip saying dat u change od ? bcoz the way u r now is nt like b4 . b4 u owez gt tym 4 me , care bout me . How bout nw? u go work no tym 4 me od , after u reach home dinner bath then slep oso no tym od , then sometimes u go play badminton or game . go back home oso dint inform me . i am worried u knw . haizzz .. i am talking to my ownself here. i duno wan to share to who od . i juz nid ur attention ur care ur love is dat difficult ? u said u will make sure dat i am happy n u dun like to see me cry . but ? Haizzz ... i am speechless. now i owez wonder wat if one day i am out of ur life od ? wat will happen ? huhu... i myself cant ans this question . i oso cant imagine how i wan to get back to my past n 4gt bout u . huhu. its rely hard 4 me to do like dat . i wont leave u til u leave me coz i dun wan to hurt u . Love u too much . wat u said dat day really hurt me . u owez say dat duno wat i wan . haizz . :'( :'( :'( wer is all the happy moment that we been through ? ! y all gone dy ? can i be happy owez?